I'm sorry that I've been absent...

I'm sorry that I've been absent,
that I've never seemed to care,
with everything that's been going on,
I've forgotten to be there.

Maybe I don't deserve,
Your Almighty love,
but I will keep fighting for it,
til it finally is enough.

I will never seperate,
but instead bow down to You,
I will put You ahead of me,
because Your Word is true.

No longer will I do the things,
that make us both angry,
although I am anything but perfect,
but I will attempt to be.

So when I am full of questions,
please look past the struggle,
know that You are in my heart,
please see past my trouble.