It's Over...Kill Me.

We lost tonight. I don't want to talk about the game, give a play by play, anything like that. Just a few words right now, that's all I can manage to do.

I'm sitting here, still crying, not because I'm mad we lost, not because I feel the refs wanted to be the deciding factor in that game, or anything like that. I'm crying because I don't know what I am supposed to do at 2:35 on Monday.

These past six months have been a dream come true, beyond anything I imagined. These 11 girls that I call my teammates, are all truely amazing individuals. I love them all soooo much. I was only friends with three going into the season, and now, I consider all of them my family.

I am soo depressed right now. I hate everything about the fact that this season is over. It sucks, no other way to put it, so for everyone who keeps texting me trying to be inspirational, stop it. Nothing you say or do will change how I feel. Yeah that's mean, but it's the ugly truth, no apologies right now.

It's obvious I'm pissed, I've said that, but what I can not do is take away what happened. And what happened was beyond what reporters, writers, journalists, sports watcher, teachers, students, and any Indiana citizen believed possible. We achieved excellence, greatness this season. We were perfect in the NHC, we won sectionals, we set a school record for most wins at 22, we knocked off 5 top 5 ranked teams in the state, and we came together as a team in ways unimaginable and impossible for other teams we played.

We were great. We will be considered that forever. So many memories from this year ro look back on: our wins against Norwell, Snider, and Garrett...Jena getting to 2,000 points...celebrating at center court for the NHC title...sectional champs, running down the court ball in hand...winning the first game of regionals...having Candy Crawford come talk to us and tell us how proud of us she was...all the crazy surprises our parents pulled off...the Indiana Pacer game, terrible and incredible...and personally, the shot that was in my mind only possble in dreams.


I LOVE MY TEAM.