Thursday, May 26, 2011

T-Pain feat. Chris Brown - Best Love Song



this is my new jam, i love it so catchy and its got a good message and it's said in a really cool way...plus no cuss words, always a plus.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Let's Face...It

So it has been about four weeks since I posted that I was going to show my parents the pilot episode I wrote...I haven't yet. I really want to show it to someone but I don't know, it's an awkward conversation starter "hey, so i kinda wrote a pilot for this show i've created. it's no big deal just all my dreams wrapped up into a script, care to read it and share your thoughts?" I carry it with me everywhere, like as of now it is in my anatomy folder, but I just don't know who to show it to. My parents, Mrs. Haifley, Mr. Hill, my best friend that wants to be an actor and shares similar dreams? Help me I guess.

I just really need the strength to put it out there, I'm not afraid of rejection or it being bad, i mean, I'm 17 i can take it. It is more of me kinda opening up my soul, I threw everything into this and it's just weird giving it to someone, especially because there is no name behind it. I'm not a screenwriter, I don't have a major or experience, in this case I'm just the creepy girl that wrote a story instead of doing better things with her time. I share poems in etymology but this is different so I don't know, anyone willing to read it?

Monday, May 23, 2011

I'm sorry that I've been absent...

I'm sorry that I've been absent,
that I've never seemed to care,
with everything that's been going on,
I've forgotten to be there.

Maybe I don't deserve,
Your Almighty love,
but I will keep fighting for it,
til it finally is enough.

I will never seperate,
but instead bow down to You,
I will put You ahead of me,
because Your Word is true.

No longer will I do the things,
that make us both angry,
although I am anything but perfect,
but I will attempt to be.

So when I am full of questions,
please look past the struggle,
know that You are in my heart,
please see past my trouble.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Essay

This was an essay I had to write about my favorite vacation spot last year...enjoy it ya'll....

My absolute favorite place to travel is Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. My family moved from there before eighth grade so I have many memories from there. In my earlier years, we lived in Hoover, Alabama. It is was April of 2004 when my dad transferred, so I don't remember it nearly as much. There are visits to Pittsburgh around four times throughout the year. We have already been there once this year, and a second trip is planned for this weekend. Sometimes visits are just to see our friends, but other times there are specific purposes. A couple times we've gone for graduation parties, or in this weekend's case, it is my best friend's Sweet Sixteen.

My family visited over winter break this year for New Year's and just to see everyone. At every visit I stay at my friend's house. This house is basically my home away from home. My other two best friends, Kelsey and Ciara, surprised me when I arrived. They had told me earlier that they had a softball tournament, so I was shocked to see them there. We hugged and jumped in the air for a while, but then we went back to our old ways (goofing off and eating a lot of food). I stay at Jackie's house every visit. Jackie has a pool and a basketball court in her backyard; many summer hours are spent there. However, the pool is not used during the winter because too cold to be outside in the winter when you live in Pittsburgh.

Most of the sound during the time that I visit Pittsburgh is laughter. My friends and I laugh a lot. We laugh at pretty much anything because most of our time together is so much fun and hilarious. On that particular trip, I stayed in Jackie's house the entire game and we played our favorite game, Scattergories. That and a 3-D puzzle were about all that was seen during the trip. Her parents are practically my parents, and like my parents, they are amazing cooks. Jackie's dad once attempted to eat more ribs than me, but sadly for him, I defeated him with ease.

Every visit is an adventure; however, this up-coming trip will probably top any other trip. Jackie does not know that I am coming, and for her Sweet Sixteen, her parents us and a couple other of her friends on a private jet to New York City. A limo will be there to pick us up and give us a tour of the city. And when we fly back to Pittsburgh later that night, there is going to be a formal dance with around eighty people. At the dance, there will be a dinner kind of like one wedding would have. After that, it will pretty much just be a party till three or so. Then there will be a sleepover with Jackie's closest friends in a pent house suite. It will definitely be a memorable visit to say the least.

Everything about Pittsburgh makes me happy: my friends, the crazy things that happen, and just being back to the place I love the most. Everyone has that one place that they can just go to and relax. Pittsburgh is that place for me. Every trip is crazy and hectic, but that is the best part. There is never a dull moment, and when I go there, I become myself. My friends here probably do not know this, but I am a different person around them. It was not meant to happen, but it did. When the four of us are back together in Pittsburgh, I am not an "awkward" person so to speak. Moving has changed me, but when we visit, I naturally go back to that psychotic, hyper, crazy person. Pittsburgh is basically the only place that I want to be, and I think my brothers feel that way too. Leaving when we were all in out teen years made it really hard. Those few weekends that we get to see everyone are normally the highlights of that year for us. The weather is not great in any such way, but it is hard to tell when you are in the place you love the most in the world. Hands down, my vacation spot is Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.

.......as you guys are reading this i know what you are thinking...1: i should reconsider a writing major because this sucks and 2: LIES it is full of lies, i was a terrible person and i am sorry...just go with it though

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Happy Birthday Jackie

So my B.Ph.Ph.L's birthday was april 20th which is an extrememly long time ago. I know I'm behind on this present to her but I've been working on it for some time and it's not even done yet, so jackie whenever you read this just hold your horses...anyways i wanted to do something out of the ordinary for her so i figured what better way than through this website i've created, here it is (well so far atleast)


......enjoy

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Slap the Chicken! - Modern Family



one of the best modern family scenes eva!!!!!!

Lecrae - Take Me As I Am (lyrics)



I heard this at OneWay (the youth group that i attend) and i reallly loved it. It has a great message and it really fit what we were talking about that week. it also relates to me and changing and basically coming to God and "taking me as i am". i love the line at the end when lecrae is just talking, he says "if you feel you gotta clean up your life before you come to Him, forget it- just come to Him"---i've already tweeted it and made it a sticky note on my wall.

I hope you enjoy it!!!!!!!

Harry Potter and the Goblet of FIre (pages 464-510)

Okay so at the end of the first task, the champions had an egg which they retrieved from the dragon. Fudge states that the egg is the clue to the next tast, but no one really knows what that means. With the article being published and a bunch of other crap going on for harry, he puts it aside. Cedric mentions that it needs to be wet, but he ignores that for a while too. He eventually listens to cedric and takes it to the prefect washroom and puts it underwater. The clue basically says that the next tast, champions will have to retrieve a special item to them from underwater and it will be protected by mermaids.

Harry has no idea how to stay underwater for that long and him and Ron and Hermione stay up all night the day before the task looking for answers. Hermione and Ron later are summoned by Professor MacGonnell and Harry is left alone. He wakes up fifteen minutes before the task starts by Dobby. Dobby hands him seaweed and harry darts for the lake where the task is. He eats his seaweed and notices that he gets gills and a slimy hard skin.

He goes underwater and is the first to reach the mermaid kingdom. He sees Ron, Hermione, Cho, and Luna tied up. He keeps trying to help the others but mermaids keep poking him. VIktor and Cedric come by, Viktor taking Hermione and Cedric Cho. When Fleur never shows up, Harry fights the mermaids and eventually gets Ron and Luna in his possession. He floats to the top now gill-less and almost out of air. Because of what Harry did to help others, he is awarded the most points and is now tied at the the top with Cedric.

Cool task, i loved how he had to rescue ron and hermione, that was funny that no one else had the heart to help out the others too. And way to go Dobby, you da man you little house elf!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Four Friends

There are moments in our life,
that we'll all remember back,
ones that without,
things about us would be lacked.

This is true for me,
with my friends in Pitt,
and everyday without them,
I throw a mini-fit.

They are more than friends,
and more than sisters to me,
more than words,
could ever truly be.

They are awesome,
in all aspects of life,
every single one of them,
especially my wife.

The best thing about us,
they said in a song,
they got it all right,
not a bit wrong.

"Farther apart,
yet closer together,
the miles between us,
they don't even matter."

Nothing will come between us,
or ever break the band,
that will hold us together,
hand by hand.

Monday, May 9, 2011

When I Miss You...

When I miss you there is nothing to do,
but reminise of my great times with you.

Scattergories,
and Crazy Eights,
fountain jumping,
and writing "PHATE"..

Waiting for Alexa,
frosting writing,
"why are you wearing our jacket?"
and scooter riding.

Akon,
Boy, Soulja,
Gwen Stefani,
and Sacajawea.

Stupid 3-D puzzles,
and the lion one too,
Soulja Boy sunglasses,
and Guitar Hero 2.

Driving the Lexus,
buying silly bands,
days at the pool,
and lets not forget "find that silly band".

Learning Crank Dat,
making grillz,
Pizza Roma :)
and all of the many other thrills.

A Heads Up...

I added a Label gadget to the right side of my site, I did a lot of organizing and stuff the past thirty minutes. I found it really fun to go through all of my Basketball Season stuff, check out that label to lift your spirits of just for a flashback...pretty cool videos in it.

Also, Fun is basically just music videos so check that out too!!

And then of course all of my poems are listed :)

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Anthology Project

For my theme this time around I am picking faith in God. It is the only thing in life more important to me than golf and writing and I really want to display that. There will be a lot of heart in this project so hopefully that extra push will lead me to an A.

**the titles are links to the page on Poetry Foundation

1. spring song
2. His Sovereignty
3. To the Choirmaster
4. God's Promise
5. It Is Enough To Enter
6. For We Are Thy People
7. Prayer


.........I am using #1, 3, and 7

Harry Potter and the Goblet of FIre (412-464)

Following the Yule Ball, everyone at Hogwarts is in a euuphoric (nice usage of the vocab there, right mr h) state, well everyone except for Ron. With the Triqizard Cup put on hold til February, everyone is anticipating the upcoming Hogsmeade trip and holiday break. Hermione who is subscribed to the Daily Prophet, receives it one day and it includes an article about Harry.

The article basically talks about how Harry was this really important guy and kept calling him "the boy that lived". Which all is true, but Harry wishes nothing has been said. He really has a lot of humility so having to go survive at a school that portrays him as a cocky, pessimistic duesche sucks. He begins basically hating everything about the school. At least he has Ron now though. Anywho one of the biggest things was really interesting to me, he always is saying that I wish I could be like you Ron. Or you Neville. I wish no one knew who i was, i wish i had a normal life, i wish i wasn't the boy who lived or anything special, and i just wish i had my parents or at least Sirius to talk to.

That i think is the first time that i have really ever felt a true empathy for Harry. Like before I'm like okay yeah dude you got some pretty bad luck, but this just frickin sucks. It is quite a shame i must say...

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Harry Potter and the Goblet of FIre (pages 364-411)

So I decided instead of discussing all that went down over the past fifty or so pages I would focus on one specific thing. Obviously I read, I mean it's Harry frickin Potter so trust me I did my reading, and more in this week. Okay so what I would like to focus on is......The Yule Ball.

What is the Yule Ball? I'm glad you asked, it is a required dance for all of the champions and they must have dates. So Harry asked Cho, but she already has a date (Cedric Diggory-another champion). So Harry gets set up by someone and Ron who is looking anxiously for a date eventually looks at Hermione but not to ask her. She flips a brick about it and storms off so Harry's date sets up Ron.

At the ball Ron and Harry are confused when they cannot find Hermione who never even mentioned who she was going with. Just then she walks down the steps and is described as the most beautiful in the room. She then meets with Viktor Krum and starts the required dance that all the champions do. This makes Ron very, very mad. He ignores his date the entire night sitting and sulking as he watches Hermione. At one point she comes up all happy and he yells at her and makes fun of her.

THe night eventually ends and Ron insults Viktor to the point where he wants to leave. This is when Hermione goes off on Ron and states...wait for it..."next time there's a ball, aske me before someone else does, and not as a last resort!"..............OH SNAP!!!!!! It has begun :) luvin it cuz ya'll all know how big of a shipper fan i am right. anyways it was fun to watch the jealousy surge between them, well mostly Ron, and see true feelings accidently come out.

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Bones - My new favorite scene

So in light of Bones being new tonight...yay :)...I have decided to put up a scene from last weeks episode. It's not on YouTube yet so I couldn't share the video so I am just going to share the script part, and yeah that took a little to copy down on a paper as I re-watched it.

Okay so the basic storyline is, Angela and Hodgins baby has a 25% chance of being born blind due to them both being Leber Congenital Amaurosis carriers. Angela avoids Hodgins throuhgout the beginning and obviously is hiding something that not even the shrink (Dr Lance Sweets) can get out of her. The whole episode everyone is being radically honest which inspires them to come forth about their true feelings...I hope you all like it!!!

Hodgins: I do not like that painting.
Angela: What?
Hodgins: I'm attempting to open up an honest dialogue between us.
Angela: By insulting my painting?(haha love angie!!)
Hodgins: By being completley honest, no matter what the consequences are. You try, something is obviously on your mind.
Angela: Hodgins we don't-
Hodgins: I'm a big boy, I can take it.
Angela: Yeah, I'm not to sure about that.
Hodgins: Wow, that's a big vote of confidence for the man you're going to be spending the rest of your life with.
Angela: Okay, you are a little too under foot lately.
Hodgins: You can't even see your feet.
Angela: Yeah, but I know you're there. You're overcompensating. You're too cheerful.
Hodgins: I'm too cheerful, Angela we're going to be having a baby.
Angela: I know that, I just feel that we could be more honest about what we could face with the baby.
Hodgins: Come on Angela-
Angela: No, this is real! Just say it. No matter how many smiles we plaster on our faces it's still real, so just say it.
(Hodgins just stares at her)
Angela: Leber Congenital Amaurosis. Our baby could have Leber Congenital Amaurosis!
Hodgins: We've talked about this, even if the baby is blind we can get through it.
Angela: Yeah but it doesn't mean that I'm not scared, or that you're not scared. You just want us to smile and go through this as if nothing is wrong and I just can't do that anymore Jack! I'm sorry I just can't-
Hodgins: (pulls her in his arms) okay okay, I'm sorry. I was just trying to help
Angela: I know that, I know that.
Hodgins: Sometimes I can't breathe I'm so scared.
Angela: (pulls back to look at him) Well that's why you have me, and that's why I have you.
Hodgins: This baby is sooo lucky to have you for a mother.
Angela: You're no slouch yourself, I mean you can be a jerk sometimes, but that's why I love you.
(they kiss)
*and end scene*

You obviously couldn't feel the emotion from this text, but Michaela Conlin who plays Angela Montenegro really added a lot of fear in her voice, it kept cracking like she was fighting back tears, and TJ Thyne who plays Jack Hodgins, did his part really well too. This couple normally doesn't have fights or yell at each other or show that kind of vulnerability so I thought it was just stellar. It was truly amazing, a great scene and a great couple!!!!!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

FYI

I completely understand that I will get points taken off for only having four blog posts, the fact of the matter is I just didn't have time. I was gone Thursday after to school to late Sunday night last weekend and I have been studying hard for my AP US History exam the past two weeks. The fact of the matter is I had to prioritize my work, and I decided to put this on the back burner. In no way am I providing an excuse, this is just an explanation for my lack of posts. I did at least 10 today and I know you say no more than one a day, but only one was on Harry Potter, the others were all cool videos or poems that I wrote, I hope that doesn't count me off, those were just things I wanted on my site, not in attempt to raise my grade.

I'm not even sure if you read this while grading my blog, but it is just in case.

Sorry for the inconvience

P.S. i'm not sure if i want to present "god bless america" or "the feeling" in class, if you want to pick for me, i'd love that!!

God Bless America

Osama Bin Laden was killed the other day,
"God Bless America" is what we all say.


Now that it's over,
we are forced to look back,
and remember all the things,
that we all now lack.

Thousands of families,
were all torn apart,
by the four famous planes,
that broke America's heart.

At 8:46:40,
the first plane went down,
thousands lost their lives,
thousands were never found.

With little time to mourn,
the second plane crashed,
and in the streets of New York City,
everybody dashed.

Both towers turned to shreds,
smoke filled the skies,
and as we all watched nationwide,
tears filled our eyes.

As we remember back,
we realize what we're taught,
like never to give in,
just like the Flight that Fought.

The years will go by,
but we won't forget what was done,
and forever and eternity,
we remember September 11th, 2001.


Osama Bin Laden was killed the other day,
"God Bless America" is what we all say.

Karley's song



This was my 15 year old bday gift, and yeah they made this song themselves. Seriously, best and most awesome friends evaa!!!!!!!!!!

alejandro 0001



These are two of my best friends, I'll post another one with all four of us. They have a YouTube page, jckmambo, check it out. They are hilarios, and also my b.ph.ph.l's from the pitt (my best friends for life from pittsburgh, pennsylvania)

Reverse Stupidity



...sadly these are also my friends from the pitt

Harry Potter and the Goblet of FIre (305-363)

In the first task, the champions have to get a golden egg that is being protected by a dragon. First, Cedric goes and gets the egg in 15 minutes. Next, Veela goes and she takes longer, getting it at 18 minutes. Viktor goes next and gets the egg at 10 minutes, surpasing everyone. Harry had gotten advice from Proffesor Moody to use his broomstick, so Hermione taught him "Acacio Firebolt" which brings his Firebolt to him, Harry wins the task, getting the egg in under8 minutes. But because the dragon scraped him, he lost some points and is tied with Viktor. Ron then realizes that Harry did not intend to compete and apologizes.

Throughout school, kids are showing Harry support, especially his House, Gryffindor. Everyone praises him, including Ron. Everyone except Malfoy and his crew have given up on the fact that Harry doesn't deserve to be there. Now, Harry focuses on avoiding Hermione's new obsession, fighting for the house elve's freedom. Him and Ron find it annoying and often change topics when Hermione brings it up, or they criticize her. Everything seems to be getting back to normal for Harry, finally.

Response: YAYA go Harry!!!!!!!!! and good for you Ron, and JK ROWLING!! i knew she wouldn't do that lol really like that chapter, and yeah that was one chapter. i hope the next challenge is as cool or cooler than this one because that was really tite. also liked that harry and cedric are so supportive of one another.....maturity, gotta love it. this book is living up to the expectations that i had for it, i swear they just keep getting better as the books move on and the pages keep turning, don't know why it took me so long to realize my love for the HP!

Poetry Explosion

On Sunday night through Monday I literally wrote five poems. That probably means nothing to a poet but for me it was quite an explosion. It all happened because Sunday after my golf tournament my friend from Pittsburgh was texting me. She said "well, that's very swell". So of course I was like oh my gosh you rhymed let me one up you so busted out a four line stanza. This turned into an all day rap-battle through text messaging not just between me and her, but also her twin sister (she must of been jealous).

So when I got home and was laying in bed trying to fall asleep, I got this random rhyme in my head: there-atmosphere. I was like wow that's kinda a cool rhyme so I added some words, made a stanza, and five minutes later I had a six stanza poem that is one, if not the favorite one I've written so far. This of course turned into the explosion I reference too above. I wrote four in school, and three were along the same theme of writing/following those career path dreams, another was about golf...had to, and the other was about how I wanted to write one but I was running out of ideas and rhymes.

Check them out if you want, I posted them all on the site.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

That Feeling

That feeling that you get,
when your stomach's about to drop,
do you know which feeling I'm talking about?
the one that makes life pop.

That's the feeling that I get,
right inside of me,
and that feeling that I get,
is all I want to be.

I feel it here,
I feel it there,
I get it so much,
it shakes the atmosphere.

The more that I get it,
the more I believe,
that anything is possible,
that I can achieve.

It takes over my mind,
it fills up my soul,
this feeling that I get,
never makes life dull.

I'm not just a golfer,
I have another light,
and this feeling that I get,
is the one when I write.

What I Want For You

The anticipation,
for thursday night at nine,
that sudden moment of happiness,
that all in life is fine.

Rooting for the characters,
all throughout the show,
feeling their pain and sorrow,
watching them all grow.

That is what I want,
for my my audience to yearn,
to help them find their passions,
and maybe help them learn.

If I could do that,
my show would be a hit,
and all across America,
people would watch "Let's Face...It"

Monday, May 2, 2011

Bored...

I've been writing poems,
all day long,
I'm running out of ideas,
my rhymes are all wrong.

But that shouldn't matter,
there is no set way to rhyme,
But I feel like I have to,
because I'm a dime.

So maybe I should write nonsense,
and scramble together stanzas,
wait, what rhymes with stanza?
This poem is bananza.

Sure that'll work,
I'll just make up words,
why did I pick this ryhme scheme?
I feel like such a turd.

I Had A Dream the Other Day...

I had a dream the other day,
not like Martin Luther King, Jr though, I must say.

**

Was I drowning underwater,
in what I thought was the ocean?
My mom and dad were there,
they were on some happy potion.

Once I reachead the surface,
I saw everything clear,
up popped mom and dad,
and someone who called me dear.

I walked back onto the green,
soaked and dripping wet,
someone shook my hand,
and with the trophey I was met.

I hugged my husband,
and dad (the caddy) too,
hoisted the trophey high,
my dreams becoming true.

***

I had a dream the other day,
and it will come true, I must say.

The "If" In Life

I go hard every day,
I work my butt off,
but what it boils down to,
is, is that enough?

What if nothing happens,
and my dreams don't come true?
What if this is as far as I go,
and I have nothing left to do?

I do make big dreams,
my goals in lIFe are set high.
So if I do not succeed,
will I just give up and die?

This is truly all I have,
golf and my writing,
so if none of these things happen,
I just hope I keep fighting.